duffistuta said:
Gun cheat wise, it's all a tissue of mistrust fed by malicious rumours and lies for the most part - together with 'legal' guns being faster than most people realise (as they are not and have not been semi-auto for years).
One Pro captain who absolutely everybody believes has his team run cheat guns told us that he absolutely did not, but also told us that he 'knows' Nexus runs cheat guns as he's watched them play. Robbo 'knows' his team (as an entity and as a rule, obviously there may be individuals who do stuff he doesn't know about) does not, but believes most of the others do, and so on and so on. Everyone 'knows' Dynasty runs breakout mode - they say they don't. Everyone 'knows' XSV has cheat guns - they say they don't. Believing Telford, or Fraige, or Robbo, or whoever, is just a personal call because ultimately no-one really knows what goes on in other teams.
It's all a horrible mess where everyone thinks everyone is is both a cheat and a liar and the NPPL has to sort it out as currently it makes a mockery of everything.
Now ya see that's what I hate, being grouped in with the cheating mofo's coz
NO markers on my team have cheat boards.
Never have done, I hope I NEVER will, I admit I got close to allowing them but in the end I pulled back.
Nick, actually I will take that as a bit of an insult since you know me, you know my stance but then again, I took it is a deep insult when what Duff is referring to happened, a captain of another CPL pro team once told me that because three balls hit him hard as the teams broke out in a game of Xball a few years back that we MUST be using cheat modes.
Ya know it hardly makes it all worthwhile when I stand by my guns (and have been tempted to go to the dark side) and do not allow cheat markers and every damned fukker out there believes you do anyway.
It's as though the whole culture of Paintball is not only predisposed to cheating and cheaters but it's also so cynical so as to disbelieve anybody who doesn't cheat.
Every time I refused my guys requests to go over, (and one occasion recently I got real close to allowing it with my player's arguments becoming more compelling by the week but didn't after talking to Duff and Ledz) the arguments I was using for not using them became weaker and weaker.
In the light of a weak position in the NPPL, it became apparent that I had to entertain the idea of having cheat markers and try to be competitive over there or maintain my moral high ground and watch my team go down.
I ain't for one second attributing the entire poor showing in the NPPL on my decision to stay clean but I ain't silly enough to believe it has no effect.
So what am I left with after all this time in resisting cheat markers on Nexus?
Do I seriously think that if Nexus gets relegated from the NPPL people are gonna say, 'Hey weren't that the team that played clean and took a stance'?
Are they hell, they are gonna be commenting, 'That Brit team sucked man, they were sh!t'.
That realisation makes me grind my teeth a little.
And Duff, you know full well we were clean from day one .... and still are. If any one of my players goes out onto any field of play with a cheat board and I find out - well, let's just say they are gonna have problems, very real problems with me.
It would undermine everything I have stood for and humiliate me, and I really ain't in the business of being humilated..I would react badly to that, extremely badly !!!
Whether you believe me or not is out of my control but what seems to be the biggest tragedy is, some won't as is evidenced by Nick's and others comments
I have come to the conclusion that my rejection of cheat markers for Nexus in real terms means Jack 'fakkin' Sh!t because it has hurt my team in the US, people don't believe me anyway and whilst I may sit at home with a smile on my face knowing I was a bigger man, the other teams laugh in my face as the judges run around the field trying to catch them....Paintball, don't ya just love it.......
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