All those of you who were gripped by the thread that covered mr breakwell and his antics, which by the way was one of the most popular threads this forum has ever had for some reason, are now gonna have to make a decision. I just received an email from tom breakwell and it goes something like this :-
what do i have to do to get my bans lifted, i realised i was a dick, i realised i should of just shut my mouth, and i realise what i done was stupid, ill apologies to mark duffy, face to face, ill send a email to every member on p8ntballer appoligising if i have to, ill say sorry to rich, you all the mods, ill do anything, i didnt realise how much the gun incident would **** my paintball career up, and i can honestly say i am actually sorry for what i done, all i want to do is carry on playing, ill apoligise to everyone who was involved, id do anything weather helping rich out with the fields to just saying sorry, i matured and realised that what i done was stupid, and i do realise a man in your position was right in what you did, but cant i just have a second chance to prove everyone wrong, if i step out of line, again, then ill ban myself you wont have to, but i realise now what i done, and have matured since it happened, the whole mark duffy thing happened at the wrong time, i had my parents split, i had my A levels going on, i was starting university, i lost my job, and i was stressed, so when the whole mark duffy think kicked off, it pushed me over the edge, ill meet you face to face and say sorry, ill even beg you to let me play, all i want is to play ball, isnt there any way i can redeem what i done wrong ? , just another chance ?
Now, from my point of view, he was abusive to me, and also threatened me [in a way] and so I was really pi$sed off with him, so pis$ed off in fact, I was willing to make the trip to his front door and demand an apology. I'm actually quite glad it never came to that for obvious reasons.
Anyway, even with all the crahp coming in my direction, I kinda got this feeling he may have learned a lesson and I don't like to think I may have caused a person to lose the thing he loves most in life over a series of stupid mistakes and behaviours ...
I may be wrong but I wanna give this guy a last chance chance and if I am wrong about him, we won't have to wait very long before he fuhks up again and then at least we know he cannot learn a damn thing.
And to be fair here, there will be enough eyes on him that he won't be able to get away with one damned thing without someone blurting it out on here ..
But ..... I'm not the one who has to mix with him on the circuit, you guys are, and I think it right and proper you should be canvassed for your opinion.
And of course Mark Duffy deserves a big say in this because he was the guy who was wronged in the first place even though he didn't end up losing anything.
I might be going soft here, I probably am but thats just one opinion and so, I'd like to hear all of yours.
Thanks for taking part, if in fact you do .....
And a big thanks to L.
what do i have to do to get my bans lifted, i realised i was a dick, i realised i should of just shut my mouth, and i realise what i done was stupid, ill apologies to mark duffy, face to face, ill send a email to every member on p8ntballer appoligising if i have to, ill say sorry to rich, you all the mods, ill do anything, i didnt realise how much the gun incident would **** my paintball career up, and i can honestly say i am actually sorry for what i done, all i want to do is carry on playing, ill apoligise to everyone who was involved, id do anything weather helping rich out with the fields to just saying sorry, i matured and realised that what i done was stupid, and i do realise a man in your position was right in what you did, but cant i just have a second chance to prove everyone wrong, if i step out of line, again, then ill ban myself you wont have to, but i realise now what i done, and have matured since it happened, the whole mark duffy thing happened at the wrong time, i had my parents split, i had my A levels going on, i was starting university, i lost my job, and i was stressed, so when the whole mark duffy think kicked off, it pushed me over the edge, ill meet you face to face and say sorry, ill even beg you to let me play, all i want is to play ball, isnt there any way i can redeem what i done wrong ? , just another chance ?
Now, from my point of view, he was abusive to me, and also threatened me [in a way] and so I was really pi$sed off with him, so pis$ed off in fact, I was willing to make the trip to his front door and demand an apology. I'm actually quite glad it never came to that for obvious reasons.
Anyway, even with all the crahp coming in my direction, I kinda got this feeling he may have learned a lesson and I don't like to think I may have caused a person to lose the thing he loves most in life over a series of stupid mistakes and behaviours ...
I may be wrong but I wanna give this guy a last chance chance and if I am wrong about him, we won't have to wait very long before he fuhks up again and then at least we know he cannot learn a damn thing.
And to be fair here, there will be enough eyes on him that he won't be able to get away with one damned thing without someone blurting it out on here ..
But ..... I'm not the one who has to mix with him on the circuit, you guys are, and I think it right and proper you should be canvassed for your opinion.
And of course Mark Duffy deserves a big say in this because he was the guy who was wronged in the first place even though he didn't end up losing anything.
I might be going soft here, I probably am but thats just one opinion and so, I'd like to hear all of yours.
Thanks for taking part, if in fact you do .....
And a big thanks to L.