Reply from Carmen:
I played in this game and it was by far the most F'd Up thing I have ever experienced in paintball !!! A couple of things I want to address.... the first thing is it is NOT JUST A GAME to me and my X teammates when you sacrafice years of practice and dedication to compete at the highest level with tens of thousands of dollars and sponsorship on the line... If they would of beat us that way and that was the game that kept us out of the semi's and finals that's a huge Crime!!! Secondly I know Jeremy did not act on his own !!! You don't have to be six foot to figure that one out !!! Third, I have forgiven Jeremy 100% for his actions it's the guys that looked me straight in the eyes and said sorry bro I didn't know anything about it...I feel really bad. You are ones that will have to face me for the rest of your paintball careers and wonder what I'm thinking of you (remember people I am Italian I can forgive but NEVER forget) . Like we say in South Philly (HereYar) You soprano fans will get it... I agree with greg pauly and rocky knuth, jeremy stay in the game bro you have so much to give to the game and the next generation to come.Teach them to play smart, tough and dedicated but you need to instill their integrity to always do the right thing.You will overcome this and it will make you a better person. Jeremy I know you wish you could take it back but on the other hand if it would of went unnoticed I feel that ground zero gold would of been the butt of that joke for years to come.Ready for this or not what hurt me the Most was having to see ROCKY (a very good friend of mine) have to confront me in tears, so upset he couldn't even function.Right before the game him and I were joking about how good a game it's gonna be and the TV camera for the paintball world cup show that just aired started out by him and I having a stare off ( who knew what was about to take place) I know I am a Mother F'er on the field and run my mouth but that's my game and it works for me but when I have to walk away from my team and staging area and just breakdown over seeing him like that well it just plain sucks.I am not sure you know how close you came to bodily harm from our team, some players had to be restrained from hurting you. The reason you were spared is because it was the RIGHT thing to do.Pretty funny hearing that from GZ huh !! Jeremy when it's all said and done I would play with you anyday bro. Do your time, stay focused and positive for yourself,the young and new and things will go your way........ Peace out !!
I played in this game and it was by far the most F'd Up thing I have ever experienced in paintball !!! A couple of things I want to address.... the first thing is it is NOT JUST A GAME to me and my X teammates when you sacrafice years of practice and dedication to compete at the highest level with tens of thousands of dollars and sponsorship on the line... If they would of beat us that way and that was the game that kept us out of the semi's and finals that's a huge Crime!!! Secondly I know Jeremy did not act on his own !!! You don't have to be six foot to figure that one out !!! Third, I have forgiven Jeremy 100% for his actions it's the guys that looked me straight in the eyes and said sorry bro I didn't know anything about it...I feel really bad. You are ones that will have to face me for the rest of your paintball careers and wonder what I'm thinking of you (remember people I am Italian I can forgive but NEVER forget) . Like we say in South Philly (HereYar) You soprano fans will get it... I agree with greg pauly and rocky knuth, jeremy stay in the game bro you have so much to give to the game and the next generation to come.Teach them to play smart, tough and dedicated but you need to instill their integrity to always do the right thing.You will overcome this and it will make you a better person. Jeremy I know you wish you could take it back but on the other hand if it would of went unnoticed I feel that ground zero gold would of been the butt of that joke for years to come.Ready for this or not what hurt me the Most was having to see ROCKY (a very good friend of mine) have to confront me in tears, so upset he couldn't even function.Right before the game him and I were joking about how good a game it's gonna be and the TV camera for the paintball world cup show that just aired started out by him and I having a stare off ( who knew what was about to take place) I know I am a Mother F'er on the field and run my mouth but that's my game and it works for me but when I have to walk away from my team and staging area and just breakdown over seeing him like that well it just plain sucks.I am not sure you know how close you came to bodily harm from our team, some players had to be restrained from hurting you. The reason you were spared is because it was the RIGHT thing to do.Pretty funny hearing that from GZ huh !! Jeremy when it's all said and done I would play with you anyday bro. Do your time, stay focused and positive for yourself,the young and new and things will go your way........ Peace out !!