An apology
I have just been in contact with the site owners, and had a conversation during which we discussed many things. Firstly I would publicly like to thank all my Ex workmates and everyone with the site. I understand that some of my comments hit a sore spot, and several people felt betrayed. That was not the intention of this thread. The intention of this thread was to share my experiances with people who could understand my situation, and to gain advice and reasurance. Apparently i have 'burnt the bridge' between me and the members of the site, and for this i an truly sorry. I have alot on my plate at the moment, and even though that sounds like a crap excuse, however my intention was to never hurt or insult anybody. i said alot of stupid things, all of which i didn't mean. It was a way of clearing my head from the feelings that clouded my vision. At the moment i feel stupid and childish. Funny enough, this is just one of those things that comes with experiance (irony strikes again).
Big thanks to everyones help and advice, and again to everyone at the site. I had some of the best times down there. I hope you can see that my intentions were all good, and i never wanted to upset any of you.
Eddie.
peace.