You are a product of your upbringing, we all are. Theres no doubt being dragged to church every Sunday when I was little ensures I have this same seed of thought sometimes. You know, Im a non believer, but sometimes, when the poo is about to hit the fan, or whatever the situation is, I can still be found looking skyward saying "please ......" or "just this once could you..." but its almost like Im talking to myself rather than a god.I don't believe in God, but I feel a bit uneasy in saying so. Catholic upbringing, ya know...